I Am Depressed
I can't deny it any longer. Depression is something that has come and gone in my life. I went through a massive depressive episode between the ages of 15-16 then again 18-19. Now i'm almost 21 and it's happening again.
It's hard changing your life. But I'll never get anywhere if im in denial. For awhile the stigma of depression effected me. I only thought weak pathetic people went through it and that I was strong enough not to go through it again after my teenage years. My pride wouldn't allow me to admit it for the past few weeks.
But I can't deny that this is happening to me. I am not living a happy fufilling life. I feel saddened on almost a daily basis. Despite that I have somewhat of an idea of the things I need to do to improve my life. The hard part is that it will take a lengthy amount of time and patience is something I have to learn.
It's hard changing your life. But I'll never get anywhere if im in denial. For awhile the stigma of depression effected me. I only thought weak pathetic people went through it and that I was strong enough not to go through it again after my teenage years. My pride wouldn't allow me to admit it for the past few weeks.
But I can't deny that this is happening to me. I am not living a happy fufilling life. I feel saddened on almost a daily basis. Despite that I have somewhat of an idea of the things I need to do to improve my life. The hard part is that it will take a lengthy amount of time and patience is something I have to learn.
