I Miss Dad

I've been thinking an awful lot lately about my dad, my dad was taken from me way too soon, my dad was only 66 when he passed away from complications of diabetes, he was insulin dependent since I was a little boy, about 7 years ago he wasn't happy with life anymore and began to give up, in 2011 he started refusing to take his insulin and not eating right, which lead him to go into a diabetic coma because his blood sugar level got way too high, when he woke from that coma they had to amputate his right leg from the knee down, he still refused to eat right and take his insulin, in the summer of '14 he began to get even sicker and he had to go back in the hospital again for not managing his diabetes, he still was miserable and wanting to give life up, about a day before he passed they amputated his left leg all the way up to his hip, he just got worse and worse, the doctors told my mom he would never get any better, and she made the decision to take him off life support and he passed away, My last conversation with him was in the hospital, he kept talking about what will happen when he dies, after that night he got sicker and sicker. I miss him dearly and it still feels like he just left me yesterday, it's been a little over 2 years since his passing and it still pains me very much.😢