I Am Confused, Anxious, and Depressed

I've been having a really $h!tty time in my life for a few days now and I'm honestly so tired of that. I've only felt worthless, depressed, sad, guilty, useless, defenceless and so exhausted I would really lie down on the sidewalk and sleep, if I could. I work way too much and I hate my schedule, I hate my job, I hate the fact I had to obtain a 6-years-long degree to to THAT. I almost cried paying my bills this month, half of my money went away because of the apartment I am supposed to live in, with my boyfriend and my dog, but things have been so bad between me and my boyfriend I spent the entire week at my parents', pretty much making heroic efforts to get out of bed and function despite the way I feel. We used to be very much in love, now he doesn't care and it breaks my heart. I would do anything for us to be like we used to be, but now he prefers sleeping and treating me like I'm an annoying fly. My life has lost all it's colours and I'm in the middle of this mess, lifeless, depressed, with no hope. My heart feels so heavy I can barely move and nothing makes me happy anymore, if I didn't have my dog I would fall into pieces.