I Have Insomnia

Awake at 3am... thinking about making big life changes... putting myself first instead of others who clearly don't put me first. I have to live my life for me. I never really understood how much I make choices in my life based on other people until now. I thought I was being considerate but the only person that was hurt was me. That stops right now. I have to start depending on myself and stop depending on people who don't have my best interest at heart.