I Have Something to Say

I just read an article on PBS about a woman in Arizona dying from the same Bacterial infection I had and my baby girl had and eventually died from.

The tears wouldn't stop rolling down my face....

I hope they get another blood culture to make sure it's completely gone because this was horrible to deal with and I feel horrible that my baby girl died from such a horrible bacteria and the level of pain she endured while fighting for her life!!! Although my son didn't have the bacterial infection his life ended because of it too because he was too premature to survive... I feel lost and broken...

Why did this happen?! Why?!