I Have Something to Say

Oh My Goodness!
These hormones are seriously out of control (no not those hormones!)
I seriously lashed out at my husband last night for no reason at all.
He understands how stressed I've been and I get how stressed he's been and seriously just feel so horrible for my snapping at him for no reason at all!
Any other man would have snapped right back, he just walked away, took a shower gave me a few more minutes to myself and then came back to the couch and helped me to bed.
Of course I was still being a brat and he said, typically I don't mind if YOU want to sleep on the couch but MY BABIES need a comfy place to rest and so you are going to bed with me now so I can cuddle your belly and I can feel my babies moving!
Somehow he made me laugh and I realized I was upset for no reason. He let out a little chuckle and said "the boys and I are bracing ourselves this isn't your normal you and so we will not take it personally because your under a lot of stress"

We fell asleep with the tv on both of us feeling the littles wiggle and kick....

Woke up this morning realizing how amazingly blessed I am and I can't believe how i almost let this fall apart during our time of grief.