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My truth....
I invested my life in him and his promises.... I gave him everything I had. He broke me down....making me build myself back up alone. For years he dulled my light and I was ashamed of who I was. I would beg him to love me. He would blame me for him not being able to give me his affection. I was in a very bad place when I loved him. Suicide often felt like the only way out. But my love for my kids always pulled the knife away. He would call me crazy... and a drama queen.... he would be little my suffering.
I can't love that.... ever again... it still hurts enough to make me cry.
Honey, what you've experienced is being with a Narcissist. That's what they do. I commend you for digging your way out. I'm proud of you. If you research Narcissistic behavior, you'll see what I mean. I know, because I was with one and dated one before. They are emotionally unavailable and always will be.
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samueltyler2 · 80-89, M
he seems to have a bit of psychopath in him, probably a typical narcissistic wife abuser. you need to get help to move you to trust yourself and be able to develop some relationships in the future.
TexChik · F
No sweetie , nobody gets to treat you like that ... absolutely not !
Livingwell · 61-69, M
Very sorry.you went through that. Typical pattern for an abusive husband. Luckily you were strong and won the war. There is a better, loving individual out there for you. Remember your lessons learned so as to not repeat the same mistakes. The signs are there if we look for them. Good lock and happy life to you and your kids.
ReaperofTime · 46-50, M
Weve all been there. Some more than others. My love life reads like a whos who of bullshit gold diggers. Flakes. Fakes. And fruitcakes. But you cant give up. Or they win. Press on. Best wishes.
Ambroseguy80 · 51-55, M
Sorry for your pain! Hopefully you will be able to emerge from all of it in a better way
steview100 · 46-50, M
Power to you for coming through all you have.
Belovebelight · 36-40, F
Thank you everyone.... this was a text I sent to my friend. After reading it i felt like I should share it here. Give everyone a bit of insight...I nice smile can hold a lot more pain when you think.
HypnoChode · 46-50, M
Makes me sad, but I also know what a strong person you are. I feel there is a bright future ahead for you.

 
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