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My Foster Mother's boyfriend's family abused me so badly that my breasts look and feel like squished shit...they hang and feel like water balloons. My breast tissue is so broken up by all the injecting and abuse that they hang and have no density. My nipples are inverted and are charred-black. My skin is dark, but not that dark, and my breasts are as ugly as sin...
I'm still praying to an seemingly unresponsive God to take me up, because there's no way he can recreate me into what I'm supposed to look like, being that while my real Mother was pregnant with me, she was drugged with steroids. I was drugged with steroids and other nasty drugs by my Indian Hindu false prophetess for a Foster Mother from India who simply lies to get by and was able to turn two White men whom were desperate for her and one of their entire familes against me over lies.
I don't even have a nose bridge being that I was drugged with steroids all my life, which stunted my growth. To add to all of this, I'm as fat as an elephant because of the steroids, which was used to cover up for other the harmful drugs and the abuse that they're putting me through so people could say "you don't look abused, you look well fed"...
There is nothing perfect about me, I am so messed up that I'm as ugly as sin...I can't find anything beautiful about myself...neither can anyone else...
I'm only praying to die...I'm tired of being alive.
My Foster Mother's boyfriend's family abused me so badly that my breasts look and feel like squished shit...they hang and feel like water balloons. My breast tissue is so broken up by all the injecting and abuse that they hang and have no density. My nipples are inverted and are charred-black. My skin is dark, but not that dark, and my breasts are as ugly as sin...
I'm still praying to an seemingly unresponsive God to take me up, because there's no way he can recreate me into what I'm supposed to look like, being that while my real Mother was pregnant with me, she was drugged with steroids. I was drugged with steroids and other nasty drugs by my Indian Hindu false prophetess for a Foster Mother from India who simply lies to get by and was able to turn two White men whom were desperate for her and one of their entire familes against me over lies.
I don't even have a nose bridge being that I was drugged with steroids all my life, which stunted my growth. To add to all of this, I'm as fat as an elephant because of the steroids, which was used to cover up for other the harmful drugs and the abuse that they're putting me through so people could say "you don't look abused, you look well fed"...
There is nothing perfect about me, I am so messed up that I'm as ugly as sin...I can't find anything beautiful about myself...neither can anyone else...
I'm only praying to die...I'm tired of being alive.
SW-User