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Some people think I'm too fat to be suffering...The thing is that my Foster Mother's boyfriend's family drugged me with steroids which not only stunted my growth, but made me fat along with other nasty drugs, which made me go so crazy that I was put on antipsychotic medication. I was also put on Antipsychotic meds by being drugged into having mental illness so that I could never find a guy to truly love me. My Foster Mother's plan was to hurt me so badly, I'd wind up turning to Prostitution or even becoming a Giggalo, as my Foster Mother'd told me that I'm so fat and ugly that no man would ever want me and that every time I'm on my iPad typing, she says I'm talking to my girlfriend(s). She even told me that all the dresses I'd bought were for my small-sized girlfriends when I'd bought them for when I'd gotten into shape and thin.

I'm talking to someone on Similar Worlds right now, and he's afraid of me, thinking he may catch my mental illness which I did not inherit or is not a natural cause because I was drugged. He even told me that myself being 230 pounds means I'm well fed, which really hurt me because most of the time I'm being drugged intravenously, and most of the time, into the skin and not the vein, to prevent death, only to live for further mutilation over my Foster Mother.

I'm so tired of people not believing me, plus I live in a neighborhood full of people who don't call the poilce on the people who come into drug and sexually abuse me. I'm just so fed up.
Cagla06 · 26-30, F
People rarely tend to understand and empathize. But somehow i feel similar things inside me. i just wish you luck friend. And of course a real love.
SW-User
Thank you dear...❤️
SWPAguy · 51-55, M
I feel for you and your situation, I certainly hope the best will come to you some day soon.
SW-User
Thanks!
SWPAguy · 51-55, M
@ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT: yw dear

 
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