I Have Autism, Aspergers Syndrome to Be Precise

Thinking back remembering all the social faux pas that I have learned to avoid now; one I have just remembered. The feeling of when someone or something touches on a passion of mine and how zeroed in to my target I would become.


A subject coming up during play with friends, they would be moving on to something else, yet I would be transfixed and keep going on and on. Friends getting bored and rudely talk to others or start ignoring me. I kept going on until no eyes were upon me any more.

Obsession. It's like someone lit my fire and poured petrol on it just for those couple of minutes, slowly they stopped fanning the flames and the fire started to die in me, but I didn't want it to die, I longed for it to continue. Dejected, I feel the fire burn out and I return to the hum drum and average that was before.