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I Want to Be a Woman

Every time I try to suppress my feelings of wanting and wishing I was a woman, they come back stronger than before, I've tried numerous times to suppress these feelings and it never seems to work, and it feels like the older I get, the stronger the desires and feelings become also, I have been wanting to become a woman for so long now, and I have dreamt about becoming a woman ever since I was a little boy. I have known it is what I have always wanted in life and have thought about it for so long, I know once it is done to me, there will be no way to go back and I have come to terms with the fact that it is irreversible and I am perfectly fine with that, i only wish it would happen sooner than later and wish I didn't need the whole year thing to make sure I've made the right choice, I know deep down it is the right choice for me and if I could do it tomorrow I WOULD without a doubt, without thinking and NO 2ND THOUGHTS, I so want to become a woman NOW, sometimes the feelings and desires are so strong it drives me bonkers.
I have been having trouble sleeping tonight, it is still so strong on my mind about how much I WANT TO BE A WOMAN, tonight it feels stronger than ever and I want it more than ever right now, don't know what to do, I think about how wonderful it would be and how permanent the surgery is and it excites me to the point I have trouble sleeping because I never have wanted anything as bad as I want to finally become a woman. Finally being free and happy with having the surgery to finally become the complete woman I am, finally having the vagina would be all worth it.
The positive and supportive comments have made me feel better and they are what I missed so much when EP shut down, thanks a lot for the support.
inferior1 · 56-60, M
I sounds like you are and have always been a woman (or girl) but, unfortunately, you're physical body/appearance belies that. I think it's a wonderful thing that medical science has found a cure for this condition as well. Fortunately, society in general seems to finally be accepting/acknowledging this as well.

Be who you are, and I pray the outside soon catches up with the inside, so to speak. :)
RemovedUsername1274 · 70-79, M
My friend transitioned six years ago. She told me making the decision was more difficult than the transition. Best of luck dear. You'll be fine.
If I had the finances, I would already have transitioned. Only finances and hurting my loved ones is stopping me.
RemovedUsername1274 · 70-79, M
Trust me your loved ones will not be hurt, but some may be shocked or confused. At least at first. My friends brother was the last to come around and embrace her change.
You can't get rid of that, it will just keep building and visit you again. Fetishes are like that also, you can't get rid of them. The exact same thing happens it just won't stay gone.
I know and I know becoming a woman is who I am supposed to be and should've been right from the start.
I have never studied that other than tangentially when so was studying fetish trying to understand myself the same authors also wrote on gender preference and identification .
Kimnray · 46-50, C
THX.
Muthafukajones · 46-50, M
I've always wanted to ask a transsexual... Why isn't gay sex enough... There's nothing wrong with being gay.
I am not a complete transsexual only want to be and I am not gay, I would probably be a lesbian when and if I become a woman, still attracted to women, just want to be one.
RemovedUsername1274 · 70-79, M
my friend is very very happy as a woman, but not comfortable with men. She is still attracted to women, and may always be. She isn't shy with men, but although she is a mature woman, she has never had a sexual relationship of any kind with men. I think the idea is there, because it would prove to her that she is a fully capable female, but she is still sexually immature as a woman.
Muthafukajones · 46-50, M
I think that aging as a man is easier than aging as a woman... In time you might change your mind... Then what would you do?
RemovedUsername1274 · 70-79, M
I think that you are very much like my friend. I'd be glad to talk to you more by private message if you'd like.
Pherick · 41-45, M
Good luck! I can't imagine how difficult this is.

 
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