I Have a Crush

I gave her a letter 2 days ago when she got off work. I told her my feelings and everything I loved about her, it seems like I spilled my heart out to her. I have been keeping a crush a secret from her for 6 months, I felt like it was time to confess. I couldn't have kept it bottled up any longer. I haven't seen her since I gave her the letter.

The only thing I didn't mention was that I dreamed about her every night. I was scared enough that I could accidentally creep her out, so I left that part out of the letter. I may tell her that later on if we become more than friends.

I have friends that supported me with this. One of them told me that she caught onto me liking her a couple of times before. After I gave her the letter she asked one of them if it was a love note. Luckily for me, he played dumb. I want her to find out as she reads it. I guess she saw this day coming, I just wonder why she hasn't said anything to me before. Maybe she was wanting to make sure, or waiting for me to ask her out. I did ask her out in the letter, I'm really hoping that she accepts.

She is currently away from home, but she will be back soon. I mentioned in the letter that I would be nervous after giving it to her and that I would like to know what she thinks of all this. I haven't heard back from her yet. I hope I hear from her by this weekend because we may end up seeing each other at work again. And I would rather talk about the letter at somewhere other than work.

The only thing I can do right now is wait........