Why did I expect that someone would actually care about me for once?

That was my condition in 2012 but then many things that cannot be explained happened that made me notice, only the fake losers make us feel ugly inside, while we are actually being secretly loved by someone we did not expect them to actually exist and we think they are just living in dreams lol

You just need to find the right person.

Oh I know that feeling and am so sorry tou are feeling that way. I promise I can care if tou let me. Are you perhaps subconsciously pushing people away? I was after too many years and too many hurts.

You're deep and it will take a long time to hit bottom.

Everyone got someone 😊

♡♡♡

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