I Am Having a Bad Day

The world sucks so bad today. I feel hesitant about the future of my relationship and I am so lonely. I keep thinking about my old friends who have walked away from my life and I still miss them. I miss that one friend who I know for sure would know how to cheer me up, talk to me during such a shitty time, who was my rock and my biggest support. I keep thinking if I should write to him.