Everything's gone so wrong for me now that I'm feeling chilled out. Like I don't care about anything anymore I'm done feeling emotions. I just wanna curl up in a ball and fall asleep watching something馃槍
That doesn't sound wrong at all. It's good to zen. Best if you watch something you've already seen as well. The way the mind works... if you watch something you've already seen, you mind is more at ease because you know the outcome of the story.