I Am Sorry, Wait No Im Not
Warning mostly ranting
I've been on here for several months now, I think since the first month, I love this site and I love my SW friends. 馃 I appreciate the few who took time to talk to me last night when I was breaking down, and genuinely cared. There was a time I did not look as online friends as [i]real[/i] but I feel so close to some of you I have since changed my way of thinking.
And then there are some I call friends that I beginning to see why I never felt online friends were real, to begin with.
Here's the thing, I'm sorry once again that I didn't give you all the attention you thought you deserved last night, wait [b]NO[/b] I'm not. tbh I turned my light off last night because I could not cope with talking to you any longer. I was so out of it. I continued to talk to those who let me talk like a normal person or go off like a crazed person or did their best to distract me, but those who only focus on themselves and seems to not care what I was going through I could not deal with.
And to those who prove time and time again they are willing to listen to all the woes of hami I am truly sorry, I know I wasn't the best company last night but you tried to cheer me up, and for that I'm grateful. :)
I've been on here for several months now, I think since the first month, I love this site and I love my SW friends. 馃 I appreciate the few who took time to talk to me last night when I was breaking down, and genuinely cared. There was a time I did not look as online friends as [i]real[/i] but I feel so close to some of you I have since changed my way of thinking.
And then there are some I call friends that I beginning to see why I never felt online friends were real, to begin with.
Here's the thing, I'm sorry once again that I didn't give you all the attention you thought you deserved last night, wait [b]NO[/b] I'm not. tbh I turned my light off last night because I could not cope with talking to you any longer. I was so out of it. I continued to talk to those who let me talk like a normal person or go off like a crazed person or did their best to distract me, but those who only focus on themselves and seems to not care what I was going through I could not deal with.
And to those who prove time and time again they are willing to listen to all the woes of hami I am truly sorry, I know I wasn't the best company last night but you tried to cheer me up, and for that I'm grateful. :)
