Is it stupid that I'm still waiting for them?

Assuming you're talking about a boy, it seems foolish from a distance but we're not in love with him; you are. The heart wants what it wants but its fantasies are not grounded in the reality of this world and human nature. We can love someone so much it hurts but in doing so start to destroy ourselves.

Dunno....who & how long ??

Yes it is!

[c=#BF0080]Yes tbh.[/c]

Winter days? Worst ones are about to come.

What about?