I am so broken that I need psychological help. But no one care enough in my family to accept it.

r u really serious ? find some authors who you do associate with and get reading their Bio's. You will find deeper appreciation of yourself.

You need the redpill bro.

Stop being a pussy.

seek help outside the family and in secrecy

What plaguewatcher said - seek help outside the family and in secrecy. There are a lot of psychological institutes and agencies that work on a sliding scale (ie: they're incredibly cheap).