I Need to Vent

Life is not a given for anyone, we are all just penciled in. The older you get the more funerals you will attend. You can't have life without death, happiness without sorrow or good without evil. It is all about balance.

I always tell myself they were never mine to keep. And if they're dead they can't take anything personally anymore. So, being dead can't trouble them. It's not up to me to say what should have been.

After venting comes cooling, what your feeling is natural primal stuff, my hope is that through venting, and with appropriate subsequent thoughts, that the situation doesn't remain experienced as dire.