I Need to Vent

Please do not find this offensive. This is just me venting.I give up. I've tried to understand or hope that somehow, there would be a change or I could more specifically be as normal and would like to be spoken to by girls I like. Seems like that won't happen. I've done the best I can do and i think i'm just not as important as I hoped. They have other people they like. I think I may have to totally reduce the number of times I talk with these people. Gradually i will disconnect from them.I've gone through enough. I can only wish people the best. Since what i've decided I want is not in life, i hope it comes to pass for me.