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I Suffer From Schizoaffective Disorder

I used to always get unholy images in my mind, but ever since I had that relapse with my dreams, once that stopped the evil images stopped too.....My mind is clearer now more than ever before....it's great! I do believe that I will one day be fully cured from the evil affects of schizophrenia, the spirit of Jezebel is gone, the beast is gone.....now all that's left is the planting of thoughts or inspirations that are not my own and a couple of rare instances of hearing a gruff voice, letting me know I still have a demon watching over me....but my schizoaffective disorder has pretty much gone into remission for now, and I am finally emotionally stable, and from time to time I can still hear my heavenly angels singing, which comforts me....I hardly feel the need to talk about the past now, and when it comes to my old family doctor all is forgiven, for the most part......Truth be told.....I believe that I had a spirit of hurt, and a spirit of unforgiveness towards him. So when I finally realized that it was easier to let it go....His lewd comments didn't deserve the pain I felt. And that's why I suspected spiritual forces at work, which I reject. So I forgive him, and I can hear heavenly angels singing right now celebrating this revelation.
I cant imagine what youve been thru but it sounds horrific. Im glad youre on the path to healing now tho. Ill keep u in mind and hope that you continue to progress toward your healing. Stay strong
saintsong · 41-45, F
I have more and more liberated days....I am getting stronger as I heal.
@saintchantal: Good. Just keep on fighting. most people dont understand how difficult healing actually is, and youre very strong for surviving all you have. just remember: youve survived 100% of your days and your struggles so far. Hang in there :)
saintsong · 41-45, F
@HeraldofMercy: thank you for your words of encouragement, much appreciated
Mert5356 · 41-45, M
My brother had schizophrenia and committed suicide over ten years ago. I am glad you have gotten hold of yourself and hope you continue to succeed in your fight.
saintsong · 41-45, F
I am so sorry for your loss, I can understand my sister too had schizophrenia and committed suicide about 16 years ago too, she left behind a daughter and a son, who are both adopted off but back in my life..my niece struggles with suicidal tendencies as well, but is a strong Christian and says it's spiritual warfare.
InvaderNice · 26-30, M
Good for you, Ma'am. Please talk to me anytime you like. I have the same disorder as you.

 
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