I Write What I Feel

Those few moments
after crying out so hard
the breathing had stopped,
and then the waves of breaths
crashing in your chest
in your heart..

Those heartbreaking crashing waves
seemed more peaceful
than opening the eyes
and seeing everything around as it is..

When will it all end?
How long will it go on?


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i had thought i could endure physical pain and tiredness,
but i can't..
just want to go to sleep,
looooong sleep...