im just so tired

im definitely feeling it, getting crushed under the work you need to do, feeling stretched by everything, yet still putting the effort into those close to you, cause know matter how stressed you are, you know you need them in your life. still slowly accepting that shes never coming back (when she left you for no reason other than her studies were more important than her boyfreind of 1 and a half years).

im happy in a way because i have a few people that are there for me and make me smile, but now its more of a physical hurt, im sore , im tired, I needa keep going...

sorry im just venting stuff I need to vent somewhere ( and im over my family criticising me whenever they see my venting)