the source of all life...is there a 3rd or 4th theory?? [Spirituality & Religion]
evolution...part of me wants it to be true, yet i know better.no one has yet to claim being witness to the evolution process.
why has the evolution process stopped??
is the new species is supposed to be more intelligent??
if so why do i see so much stupidity in humans??
if not how did the new species survive and procreate??
have humans peaked and are now descending into chaos??
imploding as our species devolves??
if evolution is true why live to a moral code??
why have laws against theft, rape, murder,etc to protect the weak and innocent??
why isnt the nudist, hedonist, incestuous lifestyle acceptable??
only the strongest is supposed to survive.
the book known as the Bible...
is so maddening even for scholars. a collection of ancient writings the authors could never conceive the idea their words would be debated thousands of years later. will your words or mine be read a month from now?? this book contains incomplete storys, metaphors, paradox. it can only be understood with an understanding of the original language, culture and lifestyle of that time. it tells of an ongoing war being fought in an unseen spiritual dimension. the de devastating effects are spilling over upon a blue and whit spinning ball we know as Earth and currently call home.
no wonder trying to live the life expected of me by my creator is so exhausting annd exasperating that it is impossible. we are bombarded and distracted with billions of dollars of worldly temptations trying to convince us we cant live without the product\service being pedaled. trying to swim against the current...travel in the opposite direction of a sea of humanity. i stumble and fall, worn down by the daily grind and monotony. i take 1 step forward and 3 steps back. even as i attempt to type this i am bombarded by manmade noise from all directions. nearly all music gendras glorify sinful drunkeness, getting high, vulgarity, rape, murder, etc. and church going people join in the singing and dancing...including mysellf in the past.
the seemingly silent presence of an intangible triune GOD is not enough for me. he formed me and placed within me the need for a spouse with whom i share 100% love and devotion...not 50\50. and yet HE has withheld this blessing. and until he does i will remain incomplete. meanwhile there is a vast dark black empty hole in my life. it does not like HIS Light. it demands to be fed with the basic animalistic carnal lusts. for a short while i can distract it, even laugh at it. but eventually it will feed it and enjoy a few minjutes of pleasure. later i tremble at the thought of having swallowed the poision. for its effects are not immediate.
but wait until the due bill comes!! what have i done!!!
so i pray Lord with all my humbleness and sincerity protect me from evil. this valley of dark shadows is so long. and the stoms of life are unrelenting. know there is a lost lamb in need of rescue. save me Lord!!! reassure i do have place at your great banquet with all who have gone on before me. amen
why has the evolution process stopped??
is the new species is supposed to be more intelligent??
if so why do i see so much stupidity in humans??
if not how did the new species survive and procreate??
have humans peaked and are now descending into chaos??
imploding as our species devolves??
if evolution is true why live to a moral code??
why have laws against theft, rape, murder,etc to protect the weak and innocent??
why isnt the nudist, hedonist, incestuous lifestyle acceptable??
only the strongest is supposed to survive.
the book known as the Bible...
is so maddening even for scholars. a collection of ancient writings the authors could never conceive the idea their words would be debated thousands of years later. will your words or mine be read a month from now?? this book contains incomplete storys, metaphors, paradox. it can only be understood with an understanding of the original language, culture and lifestyle of that time. it tells of an ongoing war being fought in an unseen spiritual dimension. the de devastating effects are spilling over upon a blue and whit spinning ball we know as Earth and currently call home.
no wonder trying to live the life expected of me by my creator is so exhausting annd exasperating that it is impossible. we are bombarded and distracted with billions of dollars of worldly temptations trying to convince us we cant live without the product\service being pedaled. trying to swim against the current...travel in the opposite direction of a sea of humanity. i stumble and fall, worn down by the daily grind and monotony. i take 1 step forward and 3 steps back. even as i attempt to type this i am bombarded by manmade noise from all directions. nearly all music gendras glorify sinful drunkeness, getting high, vulgarity, rape, murder, etc. and church going people join in the singing and dancing...including mysellf in the past.
the seemingly silent presence of an intangible triune GOD is not enough for me. he formed me and placed within me the need for a spouse with whom i share 100% love and devotion...not 50\50. and yet HE has withheld this blessing. and until he does i will remain incomplete. meanwhile there is a vast dark black empty hole in my life. it does not like HIS Light. it demands to be fed with the basic animalistic carnal lusts. for a short while i can distract it, even laugh at it. but eventually it will feed it and enjoy a few minjutes of pleasure. later i tremble at the thought of having swallowed the poision. for its effects are not immediate.
but wait until the due bill comes!! what have i done!!!
so i pray Lord with all my humbleness and sincerity protect me from evil. this valley of dark shadows is so long. and the stoms of life are unrelenting. know there is a lost lamb in need of rescue. save me Lord!!! reassure i do have place at your great banquet with all who have gone on before me. amen
56-60, M
