Sitting here listening to the storm. What a day.
It's nice to be still and observe. So pleasantly, naturally stimulating. My dog is under my legs, breathing heavy sleepy breaths. Tonight I give my nervous system rest and my space a cleanse. Upgrade my protection. File a rare and magical secret in my heart.
Today I realized I am surrounded and have been surrounded by very selfish people. The doting person I was is falling apart without maintenance and I need to find my own way. I will.
But for tonight, I let the sky do the weeping for me. I am on break. I am busy taking care of me. If I matter today, why not every day, a little here and there? I need to assert myself for the freedom to focus on myself. I need maintenance and I am the mechanic. I got a figure this out.
Today I realized I am surrounded and have been surrounded by very selfish people. The doting person I was is falling apart without maintenance and I need to find my own way. I will.
But for tonight, I let the sky do the weeping for me. I am on break. I am busy taking care of me. If I matter today, why not every day, a little here and there? I need to assert myself for the freedom to focus on myself. I need maintenance and I am the mechanic. I got a figure this out.
41-45, F
