Dreams... dreams

Last night was the first time I dream of my mother since she died where she was alive in the dream. I mean of course she is always alive in the dream, but I've always known in the dream that she had died.. This time I had no idea in the dream, she was alive as normal... We were cooking in the dream and the atmosphere was nice, it was not even the bad life we had in recent years, but was like much before when we were on much better terms..

This was much better than the earlier dreams I had, that left me awake and alarmed ..