I don't even know what to say [I Would Rather Be Alone Than Be With the Wrong Person]
I'm feeling refreshed now. It's been several weeks since we've broken up. He said that he was going to come forward with everything that he'd done to "fight for me" and prove that he could be fully honest with me. At around 10pm he wrote me a wall of text on Facebook explaining that he would no longer be doing that because it is too emotionally taxing for him and that he does not feel comfortable sharing his feelings with me and that I can attend therapy with him in 2-3 weeks to begin the process of him opening up.
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... wait, what?
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You cheat on me (apparently a series of times, unbeknownst to me), and I give you a second chance by saying that you can just come clean about everything and you have the audacity to inform me that not only will you not come forward about it, but you're also going to have me wait 21 days before being invited in to a therapy session where you told your therapist that I don't care about your feelings?... after you cheated on me an unknown amount of times, and I still forgave you and was the one that recommended you go to therapy for yourself, you're going to tell me that I said you're feelings don't matter?
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... okay.
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Thank you for making it so much easier for me to walk away. Never in my life have I met a more emotionally immature man in my life. You surely take the cake, my dear. Please continue to work on yourself, and I hope you find peace.
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... wait, what?
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You cheat on me (apparently a series of times, unbeknownst to me), and I give you a second chance by saying that you can just come clean about everything and you have the audacity to inform me that not only will you not come forward about it, but you're also going to have me wait 21 days before being invited in to a therapy session where you told your therapist that I don't care about your feelings?... after you cheated on me an unknown amount of times, and I still forgave you and was the one that recommended you go to therapy for yourself, you're going to tell me that I said you're feelings don't matter?
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... okay.
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Thank you for making it so much easier for me to walk away. Never in my life have I met a more emotionally immature man in my life. You surely take the cake, my dear. Please continue to work on yourself, and I hope you find peace.
31-35, F
