I’m suppose to see a concert tonight in hopes of bumping into “an old friend” (lover).

I couldn’t get a friend to go with me in case i didn’t see my “old friend”. I was hoping I could get atleast one friend to go and enjoy the show with because now all I’m imagining is me walking around the entire time hoping “the person” is just around the corner. I’m already contemplating the odds of me even seeing them; there’s probably going to be so many people. I’m afraid I’m going to put in all the time to go and come back just to feel lonely in the crowd. I don’t want to feel lonely…. idk if I should even bother going? What do u think?