I am sorry you are dealing with so many struggles all at once.

I agree with kayra. You need guidance and consistent support to figure out the path you'll have to take for your recovery.

Most of us here do actually. Nothing can really be achieved alone even if we suffer no mental/physical health illnesses.

You can start with a free trained active listener:
https://www.7cups.com/BrowseListeners/

Please click the filters button to have access to more options. I would choose someone with the most cheers and training.

@Miram thank you I appreciate it.

@summerlove You are welcome ❤

@KayraJordyn thank you

Sending a germ-free, lint-free, crumb-free e-hug. 🤗