I Love Kissing

Have you ever had a lover that you spent most of your time kissing? I did. We didn't have much physical time together. I was hoping that would change but it didn't. I did always wonder how our time physically together would be when we were together every day. I looked forward to testing that out. Sadly, I never got that chance. I never really had a chance if I am being honest. We got to know each other through phone and email and text. That is where we really fell in love with each other. When we were together, the chemistry was magic. Every kiss, every touch, every time his arms were around me was special. I marveled at his presence. I drank him in because I wasn't certain when I would see him again. I wanted his lips against mine or on my skin. The touch of his hand along my waist made me think he was memorizing my body with his hands. He lingered over me massaging every part of me so lovingly. I tried to memorize each time we were together. He pays attention to another nice lucky lady now. I'm left here alone afraid to forget how nice it was but too afraid to remember. It's painful now that it's no longer a possibility. I miss kissing. One of these days I might try it again. I just don't feel like it yet.