I Am a Big Romantic And Very Affectionate

I truly am. I believe in the whole love/cuddle thing and being in love. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not delusional. I've been in my fair share of relationships and the fact that I'm alone at the moment says a bit too. I know relationships are not a fairy tale story. I know there is work to be done to keep it fresh and alive and fun because life is full of highs and lows. That times get tough and you don't always want to cuddle or be lovey.

But sadly, too many get to the hard times and just throw in the towel. It's like they don't want to even deal with things that are even slightly off. I'm not saying stay in an abusive relationship or anything like that. But damn, if the someone you're saying you love is hurting and needs help, be there, if things start to go a bit flat or sour, talk, work on it, find a way.

Now I can only speak of my experiences directly or those I witnessed first hand. I'm not speaking for anyone else out there that might actually read these words and realize it's not for them. Plus, I know I'm not perfect. I've contributed as well to the relationships in my past that didn't work out. Hell, I was young and stupid, but I tried.

But after all this, one failed marriage of 10 yrs, and a couple of long term relationships. I still believe in love, I still would love to share my life with someone, I just can't till I'm healthier. My own restriction, don't feel it right to saddle someone with all I have to deal with.....and yes I've heard it before. I shouldn't decide for another.

So, there it is, my semi-rant for the day, maybe even the week. As always, thank you to anyone that's read this and again, hope I didn't waste your time.