Romance And Passion

I am hungry for both in my life....It's a few parts of me I'm trying my hardest not to lose.... Sometimes it does feel hopeless trying... Not sure my guy wants either anymore... I try setting moods and stuff to drawl his attention but it's like he's got zero radar for either.... I think he's just use to me doing nice things for him he can't tell when I'm needing more... Even though I'm literally spelling and drawing picture of what I need.... It like waving at a wall expecting anything in return... He took me out for our 14 anniversary.... He didn't even attempt to do something special... Fourteen years of my life giving to him and barely a kiss on the lips.... Truthfully I'm to the point I would of settled for a kiss as long as it was his idea....I had to ask him to take me out then I had to make the plans myself....Just looking for a little effort.... I don't need roses and moonlit walks....I don't even want a ring on my finger.... Just some sign were still alive as a couple...