I Am Married But Lonely

LOL I sometimes wonder if it was worth it (leaving) but then my ex opens his mouth

I am single and no longer date. Too many freaks.

the only time you should look back is to see how far you’ve come

You were trapped in a situation without love or whatever you needed. In that situation your love life was non-existent with no hope. Now you are free. That certainly doesn't mean you will find love. But it's much better odds than you had trapped in a bad marriage. Look at it this way: Only a few women would be right for you, maybe one in 20..
So...19 more dates to go.

*not filling the void in your heart with games and self-indulgence*, what are you gay? (also, sorry to hear that man, you've got this, or wait 20 more years where 80% of woman's husband has died)