We talked about when we would have a baby
Definately wont be for a long while. I want to focus on us, I also still have some healing to do and there is something for sure wrong with my uterus. Turns out I also carry Factor V Leiden which along with endo and possible cysts on my ovaries means carrying is both riskier and harder. Other than that I'm not sure if there is anything else to worry about.
He loves babies as well as I do, and he is great with his baby nephew. His baby nephew is a cutie :(
Kind of made me jealous seeing how cute he was and all. My baby would have been the same age.
Either way I know he loves me for who I am and he always reassures me that he will love me all the same even if I can't have any children.
People will say to adopt but it doesn't compare to the experience of being able to carry a baby. And most of the poeple who say that are those that have both options. I don't think anyone has the right to tell someone to adopt instead when they can have biological children if they wanted. Meanwhile I struggle. It's different when you have to option vs when you don't. I think I took a lot of risks previously as well due to grief and wanting to try again, as well as just trauma and not having enough self-love. Being a mother is very important to me, even if it doesn't need to happen right now. I want to be able to try again when I am ready and stable.
Part of my therapy is also seeing someone who specializes in post-partum or grief when it comes to infertility and child loss. Which it is very hard to find someone who specializes in this in particular.
He loves babies as well as I do, and he is great with his baby nephew. His baby nephew is a cutie :(
Kind of made me jealous seeing how cute he was and all. My baby would have been the same age.
Either way I know he loves me for who I am and he always reassures me that he will love me all the same even if I can't have any children.
People will say to adopt but it doesn't compare to the experience of being able to carry a baby. And most of the poeple who say that are those that have both options. I don't think anyone has the right to tell someone to adopt instead when they can have biological children if they wanted. Meanwhile I struggle. It's different when you have to option vs when you don't. I think I took a lot of risks previously as well due to grief and wanting to try again, as well as just trauma and not having enough self-love. Being a mother is very important to me, even if it doesn't need to happen right now. I want to be able to try again when I am ready and stable.
Part of my therapy is also seeing someone who specializes in post-partum or grief when it comes to infertility and child loss. Which it is very hard to find someone who specializes in this in particular.
