Just me, myself and I...

@Carla Lmao... she is the grocery lady who packs the groceries that are ordered on doordash and her job is to pack them and then bring them to me out the door and put them in my vehicle. Not all stores are the same. This one, this is how they do it. However, this one lady refuses to put the stuff in the truck which i have opened and close it.


Her job is to do the groceries.
My job is to deliver.

@JaggedLittlePill absolutely is.
I order and pick up the stuff i get from our main grocery stop, too. These people not only load it, they put it in the bigger carry bags i bring(easier to get into the house).
And...they simply will not accept a tip.

@Carla Hi Carla. 😊

@DarkHeaven hey sugar🙂

@Carla missed you. sorry, I was such a mess before. 🖤🤗

@Carla Tips are how I make most of the money delivering. That grocery order only paid me $2.75 total. Not so great. The thing said the total might be more. It wasn't. 😏

@DarkHeaven never apologize to me.
I think ive said that before🤨.
I was gone for a while. Came back...not certain for how long.
I missed you as well...

@Carla k. Oh, btw. I got married. 😊

@DarkHeaven congratulations!!
Im glad you worked out the kinks.
A wife and a dog! Life IS good, yes?💚

@Carla Very much so. So much has changed. I hit real low spot months ago when I was being attacked on here and I got real honest with my psych and finally told him just how close I was to a full psychotic break. He decided maybe my main psych med wasn’t working anymore. In truth, it never had very well but kept things just calm enough I could stay out of any long term care, and I was terrified of going back, so at appointments I would just lie. After changing to this new med, my life is changed. I feel more towards normal than I have since my adult onset of mental illness. I’m not saying it fixes me (there’s no fix,) but it truly makes things manageable for the first time and that’s all I can ask for. On New Year’s Day I married my girlfriend and now get to be her wife. She’s graduating this summer and starting her career and my parents basically gave us their farmhouse because they’ve gotten older and after Da retired from cattle ranching, they moved into the town house for good and don’t really need it. We get the house and the acres around it that they aren’t leasing to other ranchers (it’s a lot of land.) I’m basically happier than I can remember being in a long, long time. 🖤🤗

@Carla sorry, so long. it’s been several months, so a lot had happened. 🦋🦋