Do you ever get frustrated with yourself because you’re not even good at the things you’re good at?

I identify as an attack helicopter because I am not very good at my primary function.

All the time. On paper it looks like I’m smashing it but I’m racked with self doubt almost all the time.

I literally used to be so good at some things, I sit down like "aight, I'm finna show these guys the WORK"
and I get bodied 😭

Then I spend the next couple of hours tryna validate my ego.... by brainlessly trying it again and again til I win it

I’m good enough at a lot of things, but great at very few. Currently I’m trying to focus on how to be the best at a couple of things. Maybe not the best ever, but MY best ever👍🏻

I don’t think it was until my thirties that I actually internalized that there are things I’m good at. I’m so not fucking insecure about shit I know I’m good at now.

Every day