Yeah, it's tough. Hold onto the little things that spark even a little bit of life in you.

It's not healthy to bury it or push it aside, but then no one ever wants to listen anyway... So vent here on SW, Can't say we can solve your problems but we'll listen.

i realised the little things matter, even just a decent cup of coffee.
have a shower, cry it out, listen to some music.
here if ya need