Desperate positivity [I Try to Be Grateful]
I’m sitting in my bed in my bedroom knowing these days are coming to an end. I’ve been reading a lot of legal articles the last few days and I’ve found out I got lucky with my circumstances. Most people who are sentenced to prison time they don’t get this period of bail while awaiting transport most go directly to jail after their sentencing and stay there until they are transported. Yet I’m sitting at home today. I got 30 days to turn myself into the jail and then I’ll stay there for nearly two months before being transported to prison for the next 8 years. With my charges I will serve a minimum of 3 years though my lawyer is telling me I will serve 4 before being granted parole but I don’t want to hold my breath and I’m just telling myself it will be the full 8 years. There’s so much emotions I’m feeling now but trying to be thankful for what I have. I could be in jail right now and I’m in my bedroom on the internet.