I want to be happy even if I look and feel terrible.
and then I went after it again. So this is it now.
I dug it out and it was painful AF. But I want to keep my spirits up. Movies and lines and shows are the only thing that makes me happy rn. And singing. I may also get rid of my eyebrows again to start over.
I was so desperate at one time in my life, that i purposely burnt my hands and fingers to the point of in bandages for months. I don't advocate doing that at all, but it just shows how i was exactly where you are at my lowest point in life. How did i beat it? My wife of 9 years cheated on me because i repulsed her. We divorced, and I had to beat it, vice being alone and miserable the rest of my life.
Sometimes having a red pen to draw blemishes on yourself helps. If you have trouble with mirrors or bathroom mirror having a timer for how long you use it can help as well.
Keep your eyes on the goal, one step at a time. If you fumble pick it back up and move forward. If you continue you will get there. It take3 time and isn't easy but when you get there and are able to look back and see how far you've come you will realize that there is nothing that you can't beat when you put you mind and will to it!
