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I Hate Child Abuse

Today i was thinking about the things i used to do when i was 8 years old and things were really bad. Things like trying to hide in a room with 4 walls and a bed . Night after night i'd hide under the bed somehow i thought if i closed my eyes so tight ,if i couldn't see him he wouldn't see me .It never worked ,but i never stopped trying.This is my first try at writing how it felt. The hiding place

Cold and silent ,eerie stillness.
Calm before the storm
Tonight will be different
God let it be different
Than the nights before
Nothing yet ,secure for now
His notice still evaded
Lost in thought
Escape the present
Absence of disarray
what's that noise ?
is he coming ?!
Maybe not! safe for now.
Tonight will be different
Different than the nights before
The door ajar! Caught off guard!
Darkened image ,lit from behind.
Under the bed! Hiding place .
Concealed .
Maybe this time ,just this time.
Too late!Too slow . No escape.
Hand tight around my arm
Grabbed ,dragged from the hiding place
Thrown on the bed
Surrender in dread
He begins his wicked deeds
No place to hide
Except inside
It will soon be over
But the pain
I remember
Tonight is no different
God why can't it be different
Than the nights before
SStarfish
馃槓 sorry you went through that.

I wish more was being done to prevent such things from happening like even right now..


So much **** goes on that shouldn't 馃槓
SStarfish
@kodiac i met a woman once who was .. Well i best not say here.. But she and her sister were abused by their adopted father .. So she hated them both.. The father and the mother because she did nothing

It makes me angry that not only do some jerks use kids like this but some women allow them to..

Just thinking about it is making me angry beyond words
kodiac22-25, M
@SStarfish I wasn't their real kid ,so i guess that made it easy to ignore what was happening.Kind of a better me than her thing i think .
SStarfish
@kodiac 馃槓
SW-User
I can relate sounds like what I used to do when I was 12 to hide away from my mums abusive husband if I had the lights on he would go mad at me and my mum so I hid under the blankets on my phone

 
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