Starting to believe everything is pointless.
Everyone acts like you’re supposed to try harder or something. Like that helps. But it just wears you out quicker.
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@iamonfire696 Cheers to that. We are all human. We should be in this together.
I am in extreme pain and have decided to just go on meds. Idc anymore about being strong, I know I’m strong, I just have to cope with these circumstances long enough for it to set in, and I believe it will as I progress on. I never give up but I’m not kidding it’s been shit. I know I will lose my creativity and my passion when I go on meds, but I’ll kill myself if I don’t level out. I don’t want to leave my boy, but he’d truly be better off without me if I continue trying to be strong.
It just blows my mind people don’t even try to understand before they pass judgment. I can’t fathom doing that to someone in pain. How could I ever know what someone else is feeling or been through unless I asked them first?
I dunno. I’ll just zombify for awhile and get through the next six months then start fresh. It’s my last drop of hope but it’s a big drop and it might just be all I need. I hope 😆
Sorry this is so long, but I wanted you to know I’m routing for you too. I know you’ve got a lot going on personally and health wise. Always sending a little love your way.
I am in extreme pain and have decided to just go on meds. Idc anymore about being strong, I know I’m strong, I just have to cope with these circumstances long enough for it to set in, and I believe it will as I progress on. I never give up but I’m not kidding it’s been shit. I know I will lose my creativity and my passion when I go on meds, but I’ll kill myself if I don’t level out. I don’t want to leave my boy, but he’d truly be better off without me if I continue trying to be strong.
It just blows my mind people don’t even try to understand before they pass judgment. I can’t fathom doing that to someone in pain. How could I ever know what someone else is feeling or been through unless I asked them first?
I dunno. I’ll just zombify for awhile and get through the next six months then start fresh. It’s my last drop of hope but it’s a big drop and it might just be all I need. I hope 😆
Sorry this is so long, but I wanted you to know I’m routing for you too. I know you’ve got a lot going on personally and health wise. Always sending a little love your way.
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
@BrokenAbyss There is no weakness in taking medication. I want you to know that, there is none at all. You need to do this to survive for yourself and for your son.
I am sorry your in so much pain, I understand that all too well. I just got to the hospital to get hooked up for another infusion.
Don’t apologize for your message being long. I think you are such a real person with so much depth. I am going to hope that things get better for you because that’s what you deserve 💖.
I am sorry your in so much pain, I understand that all too well. I just got to the hospital to get hooked up for another infusion.
Don’t apologize for your message being long. I think you are such a real person with so much depth. I am going to hope that things get better for you because that’s what you deserve 💖.
TheFragile · 46-50, M
@BrokenAbyss I care too.
TheFragile · 46-50, M
TheFragile · 46-50, M
@BrokenAbyss false.
@TheFragile I can’t be helped. Maybe when I was younger if someone had cared. But not now, not in this world.
TheFragile · 46-50, M
@BrokenAbyss have faith, for your son. He deserves a mother.
If you come across as somehow lacking, people will happily reinforce those feelings for you, the trick is to not feel that way about yourself
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@BrokenAbyss embrace your ups and down, love yourself and give yourself compassion and fuck what others think...that's what I was trying to say
life is meaningless. and that's great. yeah.
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Not so much try harder, but try different.
Nobody can tell you how to feel. We each are allowed to feel the way we do. It's what we do about those feelings...how we deal with it all that makes a difference.
I'd say a change in mindset is maybe a start.
Nobody can tell you how to feel. We each are allowed to feel the way we do. It's what we do about those feelings...how we deal with it all that makes a difference.
I'd say a change in mindset is maybe a start.