I Enjoy The Intimate Moments

You are right. It is pretty complicated. I can’t abandon my family. @PoetryNEmotion

@Gameknot Then stay. And live that way until you or she dies. You have how many years left? Give or take some for health conditions like depression or heart attack or stroke or suicidal feelings all or many which may relate to living without human touch and intimacy. Good luck. You will need it. And hopefully your belov-ed family doesn't end up resenting you for your martyrdom.

I don’t have the answer...yet. Thank you for caring enough to share your thoughts.

@Gameknot true, both are very special, it is wonderful when it does culminate in full fledged intercourse. There are times I just want to put it in and hold it there, without any pumping or stimulation and just let it go soft and slip out.

@LadyBronte we learn to survive I guess

Yep. Rxist.