I Think About DeathFirst I ask "what is this life for?" If there is no God, then "what is the point?" There is no point and I can't get interested in it any more. I am only here til I die and I lost interest in the nothingness of life. I don't want to do anything that...See More »
I Think About DeathWhen I was really bad depressed I had these thoughts about life and now that I am in a better place mentally I still find it hard to loose these thoughts. I am still finding it difficult to get interested in this life again. It still feels like it is...See More »
What happens when you follow someone on here?I have followers but I don't know what they are doing there.
Can I beg for something that wouldn't make a difference whether or not I received it? Would it be worth it?
I Think About DeathI was thinking about death a lot, but I have to say that lately things are changing. My hormones are not bothering me and I am beginning to want to do things again. I applied to a graduate program to get my masters degree and I am going to start a...See More »
I Think Laughter Is the Best MedicineI can't get it together today, everything seems so overwhelming and I can't find a place to start. I am jumping from one thing to another, my mind is all over the place, and I cried too. I tried just sitting here but nothing is helping. I thought...See More »
I Am Bi Polar With Major DepressionI always thought it was my hormones. I am finally past that, blaming my hormones. It may have started there but my mind gave the rest a whole life of its own. I know my hormones are not bad right now and I think I have finally hit menopause although...See More »
I Think About DeathHmmm, only 19 people think about it. What to make of that?!?! Today I am trying to make sense of it all again, I quite so often loose sight of the objective and have to search for nothing that can be equated to any significance or reasoning for any...See More »
I Hate Being Lied toThe truth is most of my thoughts are not very random at all. I am not surprised by this in any way. I have a hard time believing most people anyway and always presume I am being lied to. I come to expect it so the very thought of putting forth an...See More »
I Think About DeathI am asking myself this morning when I am going to quit blaming my hormones and just admit to myself that I just don't want to live. Go somewhere else and be someone else and that is always fun for a short while but then the desire to die comes back....See More »
I Think About DeathToday I want to scream and cry, I want out of my body so bad. The thought of taking another breath really makes me want a gun. Perhaps today is just another bad in a long long line of many. It is only a bad day if I say it is and deem it to be so, I...See More »
I Think About DeathThere is this void inside me, it is without walls and a door, but it is completely white and my presence is within. Somewhere along the line I made a choice to be a part of this void, this nothingness. I lost sight of what this life could be because...See More »
I Think About DeathI am still taking my meds first of all, but it seems like the only thing they are doing these days is helping me gain weight. I just want to die and my "boyfriend" says he wants to die too but did not respond to my suicide pact idea. The meds are...See More »