I am so ready to end it all

I'm just so tired, and doing everything alone is starting to take its toll on me. I can't get out of this depression. I have the worst possible job for an extreme introvert. I come home with my battery so drained I end up crashing into bed by 4 pm. I have no life, just work and sleep. I've tried to find other jobs- recently submitted 26 applications to various places regardless of pay. Not ONE called me. So I'm stuck with this soul-succing job for now.

If this is all life is, I don't want to participate anymore.

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Notsimilarreally · 31-35, F

hmmm, do you have any college experience? Are you good with math? I know someone starting an estimator position remotely. Quoting construction jobs. No college degrees but very experienced the industry. Point is estimating is something that can be done remote. It can be so hard to find remote work, but if you don’t give up searching and are patient will eventually find something. Do some research on Reddit about different remote positions too for different ideas on what company’s and positions to search for?
I know how tiring it is being an introvert and having to extrovert yourself. I did a lot of customer service and it was just 24/7 anxiety can’t wait to get home.
Really hope you find some happiness soon. If you ever want to talk i love sharing dumb ideas and would love to support you 💛