I am so ready to end it all

I'm just so tired, and doing everything alone is starting to take its toll on me. I can't get out of this depression. I have the worst possible job for an extreme introvert. I come home with my battery so drained I end up crashing into bed by 4 pm. I have no life, just work and sleep. I've tried to find other jobs- recently submitted 26 applications to various places regardless of pay. Not ONE called me. So I'm stuck with this soul-succing job for now.

If this is all life is, I don't want to participate anymore.

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onrealityofdreams · M

It's tough to see anything positive when the fog of depression is blocking your view. And I know it's easy for someone to say this so please forgive me.
You are needed. You are essential to someone. You may not be aware of that person because you haven't been told but someone needs your presence. Somone needs to know you're still around. I don't know who that person is either; it's just that I've seen others voice regret that they didn't speak up sooner when they find a certain presence is no longer here. They were too shy or afraid they would frighten the person away, and they wouldn't be able to deal with them being somewhere out of view.
Please know, someone needs you.