I am so ready to end it all

I'm just so tired, and doing everything alone is starting to take its toll on me. I can't get out of this depression. I have the worst possible job for an extreme introvert. I come home with my battery so drained I end up crashing into bed by 4 pm. I have no life, just work and sleep. I've tried to find other jobs- recently submitted 26 applications to various places regardless of pay. Not ONE called me. So I'm stuck with this soul-succing job for now.

If this is all life is, I don't want to participate anymore.

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GoldenOldie · 31-35, M

Please call a friend, family, loved one and a crisis line.

By "extreme introvert" are you possibly autistic or have AuDHD? It sounds like you are struggling with your social-battery or going through burnout.

It might feel hard at present, but potentially your dream-job is just around the corner. As an extreme introvert; you might find self-employment or "working from home" a better option than being around people frequently.

DearAmbellina2113 · 41-45, F

@GoldenOldie many of the 26 jobs I applied for were remote

GoldenOldie · 31-35, M

@DearAmbellina2113 Please reach out to a trusted loved one. I hope your next job is soon and suits you