I'm super anxious now..

Have to visit my hometown in a couple of days for some urgent work, been postponing for over two years now.
And all I remember are the arguments and fights which we had last.
All sour memories are coming up painfully and I just don't want to go there and see them(my family).



It was hell when I was last there . Literally wanted to run away but couldn't because the flights were suspended due to covid. So the mental torture that I endured was volcanic.


Now again, that same feeling is attacking me.