I Thought I Was Getting Stronger

You're dealing with it gracefully, peacefully, and courageously already. Your resolve is strong and so is your commitment. You've felt it and seen it for yourself, along with those of us who know you best. Your posts were far from foolish. They were posted straight from the heart. I know it's exhausting to deal with a long term disability/illness(es) and you know my struggles well. But who do you always call strong when she doesn't feel like it? Now it's my turn (As if we don't already do that anyway) to tell you you're tough cookie. We can't be positive every day, nor do we need to be all cynical. Stay the realist who knows not every day will allow us to be happy and or positive. You tell yourself "it's okay not to be okay, maybe tomorrow." Some days we just need to fall apart and that's okay too. Just remember......


💖 and 💡, sis. No giving up either buttercup 😉

My dearest beloved friend, none of it was foolishness. None. You've just hit another rough spot. You can't help that your hormones may be out of whack. Please hang in there! I knew someone like you, who took different medicine and he's a new person. They just haven't treated you right. The worst thing you could do is make a life-changing decision when you're not thinking straight. Please hold on and I will find something to help you, I promise. This too shall pass. 2 Corinthians 4:17 to 18. Nothing, good or bad, lasts forever. I have seen God do the impossible, including taking away my blood clot in Just 4 weeks, with no medication or blood thinner, and this was life threatening and these just don't go away in 4 weeks. Any doctor will tell you it takes 3 to 6 months or more! We will go through this together my friend. I will find something to help you. As I always do I pray first and God always leads me to the answer. I love you so much. Please hold on for me and we will get through this together. You're going to be okay. Remember, all things are possible through Christ who loves us and died for us . All my love, Grace

Please remember that the downs are always followed by the ups. You are never locked into just the one thing. Wait for one week, and I think you will see that I am right.

We love you. 🤗

Prayers sent your way my freind. 🙏

Here's one of my favorite quotes.

"I gotta keep breathing. Because tomorrow the sun will rise. Who knows what the tide could bring?"
**Castaway**

I'm pulling for you. And if I can lend a bit of what little strength I have, it's yours for the taking.

They said there was no cure for my dupren contracture either, but I proved them wrong. That disease is where your fingers start folding in to your palm and are permanently frozen there. Very painful and crippling. I went home and did my research and I found that a combination of iodine and IoDIDE, kills tumors so I got a product with both of those included called I-Thyroid in capsule form and it shrunk the large tumors in my hand and completely cured my disease. Today my hands are the same as anyone else's, 20 years later. So never give up. There's always hope and an answer.

It's okay to be vulnerable - you don't have to be perfect or strong or whatever else.
Just hang on, enjoy the small blessings & you will regain many a strength. That has been my experience. Was a hopeless self destruct once, but now happy, joyous and free.
Thank you for friendship - I value my friends, they save me from myself. Hugs

And don't forget. God made our bodies to heal themselves, given the right nutrients and all.

I’m so sorry you are suffering. I think you are feeling a little better today by your previous post, so that’s something. I didn’t know you had BPD. I studied it at my mental health clinical at nursing school, but it’s so long ago, I can’t remember what I used to know. Regardless, suffering is suffering, so I hope you continue to improve, and feel better. {hugs}

@Stereoguy thank you Stereo!! That means a lot!! 🙏

I will be praying for you. 🙏🌹

You are being tested. Do not give up. Trials affect us all. When you’re uncertain- pause, turn your hands into fists, not as a symbol of violence or anger, but one of self strength, and as you do, either think or verbally express…” I can overcome this. I am ok!”
It has always been a help for me. Hopefully it might be for you too.

Evolution isn’t always in a straight line .