Moving on and lewving memories behind
There is this mall which I think it would be a good idea to visit today to get some things for my travel.. it is just a big mall with many shops, but I am dreading going there because it was the mall next to my mother's hospital.. I used to go there daily during the time she was at the hospital to do my pcr in order for security to allow me in ... Now the smell of the mall and all of it will remind me of these miserable days :(
Sometimes I feel there are just way too many reminders everywhere here where I live.. I really don't know what I would have done, had I stayed in our old residence... Sometimes I feel immigration will be such a good idea not only because I would like to live somewhere else, but also because everywhere I go here, there are heartbreaking memories scattered across the streets and malls ..
Now after writing this, ans JUST thinking about going there to that area of the hospital... I think i am not going to this mall, I will just go to another.. because just the thought managed to fill me with a sad and strange feeling.
Sometimes I feel there are just way too many reminders everywhere here where I live.. I really don't know what I would have done, had I stayed in our old residence... Sometimes I feel immigration will be such a good idea not only because I would like to live somewhere else, but also because everywhere I go here, there are heartbreaking memories scattered across the streets and malls ..
Now after writing this, ans JUST thinking about going there to that area of the hospital... I think i am not going to this mall, I will just go to another.. because just the thought managed to fill me with a sad and strange feeling.
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