I have thought about suicide
Some years back I "lost" a whole 2 months worth of anti-depressants.
I say "lost" because hand on heart i am not sure if i squirrelled it away for an emergency or if i genuinely misplaced it. That time is a little foggy 😕
The doctor was very reluctant to issue out replacements but also knew that if i had lost them that it would destabilise my recovery.
She then agreed for 28 days at a time and my husband guaranteed that he would keep them safe, on top of that I had to see the psychiatrist every week, a weekly call with the doctor and then i had my own private therapist. Quite heavy going, and it feels like that happened to someone else, not me.
I thought of this today because I found the pills in a little toiletry bag in the bathroom.
I think i kept them in there so no-one using the bathroom would see the pills...but then i forgot....and i guess i never looked inside this bag in all that time.
I say "lost" because hand on heart i am not sure if i squirrelled it away for an emergency or if i genuinely misplaced it. That time is a little foggy 😕
The doctor was very reluctant to issue out replacements but also knew that if i had lost them that it would destabilise my recovery.
She then agreed for 28 days at a time and my husband guaranteed that he would keep them safe, on top of that I had to see the psychiatrist every week, a weekly call with the doctor and then i had my own private therapist. Quite heavy going, and it feels like that happened to someone else, not me.
I thought of this today because I found the pills in a little toiletry bag in the bathroom.
I think i kept them in there so no-one using the bathroom would see the pills...but then i forgot....and i guess i never looked inside this bag in all that time.
